My heart aches for the loss of you, my big brother. Whether I liked it or not, I know you had my best interest at heart. As a teenager I was Big Johns sister. Always had eyes looking out for me. Always felt safe. I will cherish my memories. Even when you hooked me in the head. Taking me on your boat during a storm and fishing off the dock at the boat yard. Rest in Peace my brother. See you on the other side.