Caterina, My heart breaks for you, and I am sending so much love and so many prayers to you and your family. My deepest sympathy on the loss of your mother and praying that your faith will give you strength in these testing times. May God keep you in his embrace at this difficult time. It is hard to imagine what you must be going through. I am so, so sorry. Know that I am thinking of you and wishing you strength as you deal with so much grief. Hold on tight to your mom's memories, she is there, watching you. Matthew 5:4 “Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted.” With Love, Vonetta